thanks maynard

so i'm tagged again. here goes:

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him ?

junior from school, choir mates. 

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?

independent, sarcastic, playful, ambitious, easy going.


3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

i wont say exactly what, but what was it you said bout that girl at the swimming pool in stampark and didnt realise it was me till i talked to you?? :P

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you

HE SAID HE"LL COOK FOR ME :D

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

aww hellz naw! how did that happen?

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..

pening and bengang. 

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

aww hellz naw!

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

being mean..?

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?

convince him to cook for me :D

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

he's alright. havent seen him in ages tho.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?

they know i have strange habits...which they get used to eventually. like...my 3 am bathroom break.

12. The character of you for yourself is ?

materialistic, random (some people call it being spontaneous but its the same difference)

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

messy, not thinking things through, moody

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?

more motivated and optimistic

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

would be nice to keep in touch and stay friends. we should catch up if we get the chance.

Ten people to tag!!!! Victims!!!!

1. iain

2. pak kieng

3. shark

4. hunnie

5. li ern

6. jane (?)

7. damnit i dont have 10 friends T_T

Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

himself. and quite possibly a guy (although he doesnt know this yet :P )


No.3 is a male or female ?

SHE is a female.


If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?

i dont have number 7 or 10. my social life has gotten so sad now :( 

How about no.5 and no.3 ?
it would be very inneresting indeed.

What is no.1 studying about?

multimedia...software :D


Is no.4 single ?
yesh


Say something about no.6 ?
havent seen her in ages. funny how we're both doin education.

 

oh so happy

you know, its bad enough i can be really moody without being taking the extra hormones...now i'm extra moody. i hate to blame the pills for it, but it can really has those effects.
 
SO :D
 
now that i'm happy
 
i can reveal to you that i have spent the last 2 days shopping :) i didnt get anything much till today, where i went kinda berserk. seriously. i've finished paying rent for this year, and i worked on labour day (which means they pay extra). SO what did i get today?
 
a shit load of stuff :D and i'm so happy :D because
 
  1. i finally got my Gucci Envy - i've been wanting that perfume for ages now. and now i'm not sure if i want the nina ricci perfume...its on offer now at smith and caugheys, and i really might get it. see how lah.
  2. NEW DRESS!!! YAY!! 
  3. new belly RINGS! yea its pierced if you dunno yet.
  4. new shiny things
  5. new clothes!
oh so many things, and we spent the whole day wandering around the shopping district and didnt stop to sit down until it was time to eat. then we continued walking and walking all day.
 
oh its so easy to keep me happy. just shove a wad of cash in my face and let me roam free shopping :P 
 
 

trouble

so there's quite a few things going wrong. thus creating trouble. which translates to more problems for me.
 
1. My Com
 
i've been having probs with this com a lot. ESPECIALLY this year. files are missing, this thing blue screens on me, it shuts down on its own at random OR it freezes up where nothing responds. then now, some of my contacts on YM are missing (well not missing, i just cant see them. their names have vanished). my Start button is missing. so is the caps lock notice. i dont know whats going on.
 
2. My Health
 
they say when you're on the pill you might gain weight, have skin problems, have mood swings etc etc. oh GAWD the horror. they just didnt tell you how bad the mood swings would be.
 
3. My Job
 
admittedly its a sweet job. i work online so its not as tiring as chasing customers around to see what they need and keep your sales quota up lest head office breathe down your neck for not selling enough. and its certainly not as tiring as scrubbing floors and being on your feet all day. i might have to resign or temporarily resign (depending) since i'm going back for summer.
 
4. Summer
 
so, i've been looking forward to summer all year. ALL YEAR. its no secret. i know i went back last year for summer but screw that. last year was last year. so. there's a huge possibility that my summer will be cut short because i might fail something. not very pleasant is it? 
 
 
and yes, it sucks all around! 

last week

Last week of uni - just about. last few assignments to get thru. then its done. my second year of uni is DONE. if i'd have known it'd go by this fast...i dunno if i'd do anything different. i guess it really is looking back. one of my teachers once said "looking back makes things look fonder". i suppose its partially true. some things might look fonder. some dont.
 
so i'm attempting the impossible with uni. UGH. i dont wanna go into it cause it'll just make me more worked up. 
 
i want to do something different with my hair but i have no idea what. maybe before i go back i will do something. 
 
finances permitting of course. 
 
back to studying. 
 
for the last week this year :) 

in retrospect

its strange how some things become clearer over time when you look back on it. with about a month left here in nz till i go back for summer, and now that i look back over this year, a lot of things have happened.
 
you'd think after handling a long distance relationship last year that it might be easier this year. it doesnt work like that. i think regardless of how long me and iain are apart, i'll never get used to it. whether its me not allowing myself to get used to it, or something else, i really do feel like i'm missing something. it never gets easier being apart.
 
there was the northland trip, the tonga trip, the 8 days of binge drinking (and subsequently having to stop because me and my partner in crime both got sick), the constantly getting sick in the first sem, the constantly being broke, the jobhunt, the perfume, the constantly being broke (it happens a lot) etc etc (i'm not going into more detail lest i get arrested)
 
i cant believe some of my friends are going back after this year. i'm going to miss them so much :( i feel like i've gotten a lot closer to them this year. i'm going to miss sha so much. harold too. eva and jess as well :'(  its going to be hard next year without having these familiar faces around. its just not going to be the same.
 
me and my housemate have also gotten quite close. she's in my batch too, but we were never really in the same circle of friends. so when we started living together this year, we somehow managed to get pretty close. she's my tv buddy :'( all those hours just wasting away in front of the tv watching shows for hours. especially in winter when it was so cold and wet outside. all we did was stay at home, huddled up in front of the tv, each with a blanket watching tv. i remember once we watched tv from 3 or 4 in the afternoon till about midnight. and we all got emo (ping was there too) cause we all had issues and the weather was just so gloomy. strange how things like that brings people together :P i'm going to miss living with her. 
 
i managed to find The Arrival by shaun tan. been looking out for that book since last year. 
 
i'll be quite sad to have to leave the place i'm living now. i do like the concept of a student apartment. its nice. met some inneresting people here. 
 
i got summer to look forward to now. there's about a week of uni left, and after that we're pretty much done with the semester. and its summer. and nice HOT weather. meeting up with old friends. travelling (hopefully) iain :) 
 
rachel wont be around :( 

never thought i'd say this

and so it has come to pass that quite a few years have gone by after i stopped taking piano lessons. the main reason i stopped was cause i got BORED of practicing for exams when i got tired of it. and i cant believe i'm saying this, but i kinda miss playing the piano. i stopped at grade 7 practical, but my theory was stunted at grade 2. reason being? i didnt like theory. i didnt do my piano under RBSM (i dunno if i got that right but i think its those letters that stand for a music board), i did mine under trinity....
 
i think its all this listening to chopin thats getting to me. i dunno if i still have it in me to practice for an entire piece and stuff. but i've always prefered playing than doing theory. 
 
other than that. 
 
meh.