you know the feeling of losing hope? its like something in you dying.

 

you've just got to pick yourself up and get over it.   

there are some things about winter that i like. staying in watching tv with friends having hot drinks, hanging out at home or at people's place, snuggling under the covers, hot showers, mainly just being in. but, there are some things i really dont like about winter. the short days, the wind, the rain, the cold, the constant hunger, the cold mornings, getting caught in the rain (especially heavy random rain - and its heavy by malaysian standards too) and WINTER WEIGHT.

 

GOD i hate it. i know i can be vain, but winter makes me put on weight. a lot of it. i dont know how much weight i put on last year, but i know i did. then i lost it before i went back for summer. and now that its winter again, and most of my free time revolves around lasing around wrapped up in many many layers under more layers (my living room is cold) in front of the tv, or in front of the computer, there is a sordid lack of activity in my life. its not a good idea to go out so often cause you'll never know when the weather will change. so more often than not, i'm cooped up at home. the only time i do emerge to the outside world is when we've run out of food or household supplies. like toilet paper. so you see why its so easy to get fat in winter. ugh.

 

NOTE TO SELF: must lose weight and keep it off.

 

yesterday in full post exam mode, me and hunnie went down queen street to wander around and pick up our tickets to tonga. now the thing is, we dont wander around queen street as often as we used to because: a) the weather, b) where we live, and c) the urge to splurge can be irresistable. now i know that where i live right now is just a 5 minute walk away, but because my friends dont live as close, we usually dont go there. and i think there's this subconscious warning in our heads that if we do go, we'll buy something. or many things. which is what i did yesterday. but i'm glad i bought them because they were on sale. so yea :) they were good buys. and definitely things i'll need and use.

 

 

oh god i'm going to tonga FAT. damnit.  

its the end of the semester and my final paper is tomorrow. its not like i've got tons of papers to go through (just 2 actually) but its just nice to get them over and done with. its been a rough semester for me, and i'm just glad i made it through.

  

so. final paper. then i'll go get the tickets to tonga (YAY!). GOD i hate winter. winter in auckland at least. it just rains and rains and rains really heavily. and its so windy.

 

(as you can tell i've really got nothing to say today)

 

i'm not doing what i should be doin now, which is study for tomorrow. i've barely done that.

 

i'm out of ideas. the next time i blog i'll be a uni student on HOLIDAY. QUITE possibly drunk, hungover or both. 

 

nothing in particular to talk about today, besides the terrible weather nowadays. but stay tuned :)